littlemisscynic

Wed, 13 Jun 2007 01:10:04 GMT

I realised some people didnt know that my new blog was linked in the previous post, but either way, yes friends i've moved to asiquerico.wordpress.com. Now dont say i never update! :)

My life so excitingggg.. where got nothing to update one teehee

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MOVING

Wed, 06 Jun 2007 18:25:09 GMT

HELLO PEOPLE!!!
I've got very exciting news hurhur.
IM MOVING TO WORDPRESS!!

Simply because i LOVE their snap function. you know you hover over a LINK, which basically means words, and you will see a snapshot of the actual website itself. HOW COOL!
but other than that, it's hardly comparable to lj. but that's only cos i havent figured out how to navigate around
oh! another cool thing, is that i can import entries from my lj to wordpress, so technically it's not exactly new. but seeing how i have quite a few locked posts in lj which will become private in wordpress, i only imported the month of june, which is 6 days! hahha
firstly there's nearly nothing to change the layout, not even slight html changes, and the provided themes are all fugly...except the one i chose! :)
and and and, since

daftdiamond is now active and running, it saves me the need to keep switching accounts, when i want to read friends-only posts. SO all my dear dear friends, please add daftdiamond as your friend please!!

in case you're too lazy to read that chunk
daftdiamond
daftdiamond
daftdiamond
daftdiamond
JUST ADD daftdiamond as your friend!
& this should be enough reminder.
wordpress has locked posts too (goodie goodie), so when i've figured that out, i'll make sure all you lj friends are on that list.
i wont cheat your feelings laaaaaaaaaaaaaa! ;)

GOODBYE PEOPLE!
♥♥xxoo♥♥

1003 # I'm obviously very bored

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 18:19:30 GMT

Create your own Friend Test here

1002 #

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 16:34:37 GMT

AAHHHHH!!!
Is it just me, or has friendster just removed their daily horoscope?
hmm im truly mortified.

other than that, my wardrobe is in such an unsightly mess. seeing how i can only pull things out and not put any in, i dump every piece of clothing in any available space i see, so the mess is slowly spreading to all parts of my room like deadly cancer. sigh.

i need to lose weight, i need to exercise. but im craving so so badly for sashimi, sushi, and dimsum. buffet no less. at this point, what is a fat girl to dooooo?

goodnight people

1001 #

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 10:50:55 GMT

Ogayyyyy, firstly just for the benefit of all my lovely people whom i havent seen, im actually still very much alive and kicking. Secondly, i think i've decided to post rather publicly cos i realised alot of my friends dont have lj accts, and though im updating regularly friends only, they always ask me why i dont update my blog.

Whatever it is, im back! Remember my horoscope was saying something bout learning a lesson in life from this trip. I dont really understand what exactly was there to learn, but there was something constantly bugging me... for a while (haha). I never really gave it much thought when i was there, but now that im back, im more like "wtf is your problem... seriously." So anyway carrying on, before looking at the pictures, i have a disclaimer: chan qingyao is not my bf please, thankyou very much.

We did alot of nonsense over there, which makes it alot more fun. We caught pirates over there, and experienced their movie culture haha. Like how their adverts drag on for half an hour, and just before the show, everybody rises to pay respects and us not wanting to get beaten up of cos followed along and stood through what i believe is their national anthem.

Dreamworld was really fun, except it was really damn hot over there, and being covered in sweat isnt exactly a very useful mood lifter. The whole environment and ambience was really fun though. We played this bumper car on water, and because yao's car had technical difficulties, i was left in the lake cruising along, so i chased after little kids, purposely crashed into them, and rocked their boats so that MORE water would splash when you collide into them. I really quite liked that ride, cos after a while, the little kids and their troopers also started ganging up on me hurhur. Obviously i have no pictures of that, cos i was having too much fun HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. And then they had a haunted mansion, which was really quite good. I probably would have been more freaked out if i didnt just stare at the floor HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

Seeing how Zar is back, i dragged my damn tired body out to Mambo. Cos of vesak day, everybody was there as if it was a golden opportunity to earn $1 million. Geez.

Not long after i got back, josh surprised me with his new car!!! And it's so steamy, my heart was so excited for at least 15mins straight. Very nice! It's black on the outside, with red interior. Really incredible. We settled for The Oosh and it was my virgin experience there man. But it was very nice to just sit there and talk, and we also decided to go check out The Arena since he had invites for the opening. The plan was to head down and ask for membership, if they werent' giving then we wont stay on hahahahahha. So the next night, we headed down to The Arena which is a new club, if you're above 23 i would highly recommend it :)

AND AND AND the big brother is finally back from Manchester. He's brought back many goodies from all over Europe. We've got coffee powder from Venice (i think), and because of that my mum's going to buy a coffee machine. I got a wallet from Lancel from duh Paris and a ballerina picture from Vienna which i have to add is damn incredibly nice. I really feel like he should have stopped at the picture only though. My brother said he bought Lancel cos you cant find it in Singapore, and it was the newest collection, but WHAT A WASTE OF MONEY!!! :( Owell but im just glad to have him back :) This is true love man haha.

JO i have to see you soon.

1000 # running wild

Thu, 31 May 2007 19:18:42 GMT

95 # healthy lifestyle

Sat, 12 May 2007 19:41:21 GMT

hmm even though i woke up with a splitting headache, and not only felt like puking but also had diarrhoea and i suck at the game to the extent my utmost input is to be the decoy... but i thought touch rugby today was AWESOME FUN! maybe i've been out of sports for too long, but yeah like i said AWESOME FUN! i cant wait to play it again!!!!

and on top of that, i just had supper with josh. he brought me to hk cafe in thomson to eat their dessert. WAH their peanut butter condensed milk thick toast is like yummers to the yummiest kind of yummy. SLURPS. i so regret not taking a picture of the bread now, and a picture of us together. i purposely brought my camera out, but we had no picture opportunity leh :(

but what i really wanted to say is... I LOVE MY HEALTHY LIFESTYLE WITHOUT CIGARETTES!!! :)
to all those people, which is really everyone, who scoffed at me when i said i was going to quit.
KWA KWA KWA...!
after josh dropped me home, and i came into the house, i just felt so clean, and healthy, and happy! ok i admit i like the musky smell that cigarettes leave behind, and you can catch me always rubbing my nose after i smoke cos i like the smell that lingers, but i think now the smell of my perfume is so much better. yeah have i mentioned that the classic abercrombie&fitch perfume is superrrrrrrr yummy. i even spray it on my bedsheets to sleep cos im so in love with it.

it's really such a big accomplishment for me la, sorry for the ranting. and i know i havent exactly quit for that long, but for many weeks now it has only been like at most 3 sticks if i meet people or none at all. so it's good enough for me. plus i was supposed to go down to MOS tonight for drinks drinks drinks quoting the sms. but blah. it just made me realise how bloody unhealthy my lifestyle was. every weekend i can expect smses like these and it will always be drinks and smoke. even this morning my mum was telling me in the car, dont smoke and drink so much, what if you cant get pregnant next time. and that is a very worrying thought.

Fwah i feel damn good. GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!

93 # MamboMadness

Thu, 10 May 2007 13:52:57 GMT

wokay, so last night was madness. but then again, every mambo is madness. anyway my phone beeped 'low battery' just before i was bout to leave the house. since we were going to shaun marc's house to drink, i brought my charger along with me. all of us had a good mix of chivas, vodka, and beer in our tummies. and it was all more or less fine and dandy, until we met fabian (happy birthday) in velvet, and he poured me a champagne. then from then on, it was just good game - my heels broke, my charger is gone. my heart is bleeding. im really damn sad about it la.how to charge my phone now :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( anybody has a spare samsung charger that you do not use anymore please give me. stupid fabian. but i must say that i think compared to past mambos, last night's one wasnt all that bad. i think? though there was still the usual memory loss, but the gaps in my memory aren't that big i think? haha geez dunno la. and somehow i was very happy to see jon, it's like i havent seen him in ages. and because my heels broke, yao gave me his shoes and walked barefooted. so he has white socks with black soles, and i was the girl in a dress stomping her way through in too big adidas shoes. wokay im going to bathe now. GOODBYE PEOPLE!

92 # after a long long break...

Tue, 08 May 2007 18:23:49 GMT

from those weekly mambo sessions...

HERE I COME AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but this time, with less drinking and no more smoking.
I hope my zouk card has been renewed

89 # family love

Sat, 05 May 2007 21:10:08 GMT

So lunch was at c&f,, and family time is always good time. i feel very blessed to have such beautiful loving parents, and of cos my brothers too. we may be not rich, but i always feel like i have more than enough, it's a very peaceful feeling to have everyone around understand and support you, because it always boils down to family, and they are the only constants in life.

my dad bought my mum&i matching watches, and he looks so cute in the pictureeee. i cant take it haha.

& because it's my birthday, my mum called the groomers for Happy so he will be even more handsomeee!

my poor baby was shaking with fear when he was put into the back of the van. and i thought the lady would get into the back with him. but no, not only did she not sit with him, she used a choke chain on him. *()#&)#@$_@#$(@#$%#&()$#@* can anybody understand my fury. my dog is a golden, not a tiger. oh my god i dont even want to get started on it.

i realised i didnt take much birthday pictures at all. so i'll post them up when i get pictures from people then i'll do a proper birthday with friends post. but before i end off...

to everyone for the
birthday wishes, presents and what nots :)
i really appreciate it
and i ♥ you all much much.

88 # whoopeee dooooo

Fri, 04 May 2007 10:50:56 GMT

As i was looking through my pictures from yesterday, i feel so happy! :) Firstly, exams are over. secondly, i was just doing all the things that im happy doing. wheee!

we're TOO COOL FOR SKOOL!

HAHA going crazy in the car. it starts pouring, and MC goes, ok cannot talk already, i dont want to die. wth all of us nearly died laughing hahahahahhaha. anyway he dropped us off at vivo, and i was off to watch SPIDEYMANNNNN.

we bought the 12.50 tickets, and after eating too salty takopaki balls, we headed to the arcade. i cant believe they dont have bomber man anymore!!!! >:( that game is such a arcade classic. how can they not have it?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!

Ok so i broke my no-smoking thing. but hey exams are over :) anyway it was only two! & wahlao i look so ugly in that picture. i thought i looked so coooooooooool and so punk rock, so i struck up a pose. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA okay la i was a little insane yesterday.;)

after the movie, and a trip to borders where i bought yet another notebook. they are too pretty and too irresistable! i came home, ate and fell asleep. Then HERE is when it all starts getting all surprisey and good :) BUDBUD calls me while i was still in lala land (surprise surprise!), and we talk and talk, then josh asks me out for supper. and when he reached, he called and said im outside. at my door, he asked me for a lighter, and i thought, wah back to smoking?! then TADAHHH!!! there he was at the car with a cake and candle! :) how sweet la. i was so shocked and touched hehe (surprise surprise!) dont you think the tuxedo strawberries are so uber cutee! :D

Anyway after getting into the car, we decided to head to Cafe Del Mar. HELLO SENTOSAAAA~

HAHA even though the carpark was empty, josh decided to go park beside his brother.

& we ate so muchhhhhhhhhhhhh. oh my god. really felt like a pig. eat sleep eat drink. their drinks are not nice! if i order a cocktail, it's supposed to be sweet! my boston beach party was so not sweet! bleahhh. josh was right, we always seem to have bad drinks. it's good that they are strong i guess, but i wanted a sweet drink that's why i ordered a cocktail right???

Josh fetched me home about two, then i went to meet Nick. While we were at the coffeeshop it started POURING, so we were stranded there from 2 to 7. oh my god. i nearly died. plus each of us drank about 6 litres of beer. MY BEERLY :( im so sad. but anyway amidst our gibberish talk, i found out......... HE WAS THAT QUIET BOY WHO USED TO STAY BESIDE MY GRANDMA!!!!!!! it was so amazing. i couldnt believe it. so he's that boy i used to have a secret crsuh on. WAHLAOOOO i cant believe it. this world is so small. and guess what. WE"RE NEIGHBOURS NOW! hahahhaa i cant believe he's that nicholas. what a small small world, but i honestly couldnt remember how he looked like when he was younger haha.

i woke up at 5pm today, and guess what greeted me at the door!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY MELB GIRLS ARE SO FUCKING SWEET!!!!!!! :)
thank you both so much. really very very happy. though im wondering how am i going to not grow fat heh. but it's ok, just for you twooooo, i dont mind growing just alittle bit fatter haha.
♥♥♥♥♥

I FEEL SO LOVEDDDD!!!
& guess what.
IT"S NOT EVEN MY BIRTHDAY YET!!!
*bounce bounce bounce*
everyone is so sweet whee!
haha this post is so incoherent, but im off to TIMBRE!
SEEYAAAAAAAAAAA

86 # full circle back to black

Wed, 02 May 2007 08:26:28 GMT

in approx. 5min i'll have a full head of black again
i'll miss those wild days of bleach and streaks

85 #

Tue, 01 May 2007 18:51:48 GMT

Because I make it a point to blog everyday, be it locked posts or public posts, here i am today!!

Channel 5's movie marathon last night was reallly goooood. Though it wasnt exactly a very good move, cos they were all scary shows, but i was still glued to the tv from 10pm - 4am. Thank god for "One Hour Photo" at 2am which helped to ease my initial fears from Ghost Ship at 10pm.

My nose last night was PMSing. It just couldnt make up its mind whether it was going to be blocked, or runny. All in all, i woke up at 4pm for breakfast, before going back to bed and waking up at 10pm to watch "Swimfan" then meet Nick. Seriously, it being exam period and all, my only form of interaction with civilisation is Nick. My whole head was just heavy and whoozy, and i really couldnt take it, so i came home early. I really feel like shit, and he said it's my body getting rid/ getting used to my addiction, lack there of. So i havent exactly quit entirely, but i think compared to one pack a day, it's still not used to it. Thankfully, i gave yaoo my pack yesterday, if not i can see myself at the balcony puffing away.

Nick was burning holes into the paper, and suddenly he showed me a smiley!
Not long after, it was sayonara smileyyyy~

84 #

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 17:46:20 GMT

Nothing perks me up more than a pleasant surprise before the paper :)

Alrights, four down, one more to go. Didnt sleep last night after facebook-ing till 3am, and pulled an all nighter till morning trying to cramp 6 lectures into my head. On the way to school in the car, i was already on the brink of dozing off while msging yaoo to help me move back stuff from hall. Woah we had five bags full, which yao very gentlemanly helped to carry up three storeys to my room :) (happy now?teeheeheeeee)

I went down for driving and amazingly with no sleep in my system, im a better driver haha. My instructor kept saying, steady ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Haha very cute man.

I took a nap before dinner, and it was a blooody nightmare. It was like messing with my mind and I felt like my lungs were wrapped over and over with clingwrap. I read once in a magazine that the people are actually communicating to you in your dreams. I hopeee this is not true heh. Sometimes i'd rather just live in denial hahahahahaahhahaha.

GOODBYEEEE

82 #

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 20:09:05 GMT

"his glasses were so thick, im sure he could read my mind"

80 # be gone!

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 14:36:16 GMT

3 May, why must you be so far away

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ps: *sob* i miss my hair

77 # birthday birthday

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 07:19:12 GMT

The other day Tus asked me what i wanted for my birthday, and i couldnt think of anything. He thought my idea of blogging it to remember them was a good idea so here i goooo....
PS:: Im NOT asking for all these things, but if you're intending to buy me something, since im a very practical person who'd rather people not waste money buying something for the sake of it, i let you chooooooooooooose.

Green Freshlook contacts
Collection of Mini Double markers
Bobbi Brown Violet face palette
Mac/ Bobbi Brown makeup vouchers
Big Black Bag
Any pretty notebook from Prints

& i cant think of anything at the moment...
Now i feel so embarrassed for listing these out, but it saves me from thinking all over again when people ask me what i want. Ok let me go hide now. GOODBYE

seventy-four #

Thu, 26 Apr 2007 15:54:57 GMT

I haven't touched a Marlboro in a week

seventy-three # my life is too wonderful to be hidden, read and be envious

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 19:19:33 GMT

Mummy called me this morning, and offered to fetch me to school for my paper. Maybe she was afraid i would skip it and cover it up with an MC, but she said no it's just for me, save time travelling. And that is so sweet heeeee. So anyway I had two packets of coffee this morning, and she dropped me off in school at 3.30 when my paper was 5. I continued revising, and was on the verge of dozing off when Nigel came over. Sitting there alone, it was like 'woah finally! Civilisation!!' Haha. Finance paper. I was so jittery before it, and he said it's cos i want to get an A for it, but because he dsnt have those expectations, he's as cool as a bean. Irony of it, is that i think HE will be the one aceing that exam. And me, well, a B+ would be fantastic. Sigh. I went over to join Vincent and Kian Tat cos i felt like they would be able to calm me down, which they did. Haha i hope we take the same modules again next sem, i really enjoy their company somehow heee.

The paper was ridiculous anyway. I was taking my time, and not a surprise i had not enough time, so for half of my MCQ which is one-quarter the paper, I shaded ALL D cos i thought it kept appearing. Well, i hope the examiner likes Ds heh. Everyone thought the paper was bad though, BUT from past experiences, people can say 'wah yeah i almost died also' or 'yeah man i left so many blanks', then they appear with the As and i really do damn badly! Cheater. Where is the love. If someone complains that it was damn hard, i'll still say 'but i thought it was quite easy leh', albeit it being in a small voice. Tact heh.

Tmw at 9am i'll be going for a paper which i completely did not study for at all & it's close book btw. I'll just be going in to write my name and scribble something here and there, then raise my hand to leave 15min after. Pffffttttt. -.-

I was just lying in bed just now thinking bout all the things i wanna do after exams. And of cos, it leads me to think bout my birthday too. At first, i was really looking forward to it with plans and all, then i just lost that zest somehow. But randomly, I wanted to cry for my birthday. Haha. Not a sad kinda cry, but more like touched to the point I tear. It's so random, and im not going to say what i pictured, but it's like i think the best feeling is when through the things people do or say, that you realise you mean more to them than you think. Loving laaaaa. Hmm the glow of the candles, people around.

Speaking of love, i decided to get 'love' tattooed on my wrist after exams. It's not a very smart move, but like all my other tattoos, there are reasons behind it heh. There's really a story behind every one of them haha.
I still value Love, in fact alot, and havent given up on it. I still believe love makes the world go round. Ok seeing some people around me, lost love is suffering and hurting, but other than that, the concept of love is something i believe no one can live without. Though im still slightly skeptical, and this time protecting myself behind many emotional walls which i've built, or so i think, but i still have faith :)
And that's all that matters, isnt it?

I wanna pursue this thing, this goal i hope to attain, unfortunately, i havent exactly been getting positive feedback. And it makes me confused, ....actually that's bullshit cos i already know i want it haha.
But yeah well, gotta have a little faith.

AND AND AND i just found out today thattt......
MY MELB GIRLS ARE COMING BACK ON THE 23rd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or is it 25th????
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dont worry kim i didnt forget yOU but no picture haha
WHERE ARE YOUR BIRTHDAY PICTURES???
Get facebook and upload them !!!

Now that's quite a long essay, evidently im in exam mood. Time's Up.
GOODNIGHT PEOPLE

Facebook Me!

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 03:21:42 GMT

A few months ago, ping was saying how fun facebook is.
A month ago, i was telling both budbud and kim to go get accounts so we can try it out.
Couple of weeks ago, i FINALLY got my account done.

HELLO?!!! CAN THE REST OF YOU GO GET YOURS PLEASE?
then we can start vandalising each other's walls :)
honestly i still have no idea how to use that shit, and wasnt intending to use it anymore.
But Roy just added me on facebook, so to date, i have only one friend.
It's better to have zero friends than one friend, like once you get started, you might as well carry on with it.
SO EVERYONE GO GET YOURS NOW!!!
and my profile link is this-------> Facebook me!

Rocky

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 07:56:32 GMT

"Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody."
-From the movie, Rocky Balboa.

& he couldnt have put it any more aptly.

Buddy Budster

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 16:49:05 GMT

Dear littlemissgrumpy,
I know you've been feeling really stressed out and a whole lot of other things.
But here's something i thought would get you excited for a moment :)
Just to let you know that you're being missed, and i'll always be here for you, despite the distance haha.
Ok let's just cut the mushy things before the both of us start puking.
You know you will have me for life la.
Love, littlemisssubmissive. HAHA

PS: Im not that hairy, it's just the ink which hasnt been washed off cos i havent bathed hee. And those red patches you see outside the star? YES THAT"S BLOOD! =S